good morning!

13 march 2014.
years passed. i turn 24 years old this december and growing old really not help at all to express my feeling (can i get old and start younger? xD) time goes by so fast,im on my way to reach my dream. i take all the risk..no matter what :D because human being is a deciding being. i came here just want to write some words that i always remember. and here it is..

this year i loved. this year i've lost. this year ive changed. this year was hard. but i learned a lot. i've learned that people can be fake. i've learned that people can hurt you a lot without giving a shit about it. i learned that good people can change in a minute when their heart gets broken. i've meet great people but mean poeple as well. but the most important thing i've learned is that every person in this world is strong enough to let go. to let go of that painful past of yours that broke your into million pieces. people come and go, thats life :)

the most important thing is to stand up and realize that you deserve something better than a person that gives up on you.

love

FREAKING ME OUT

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TRYING TO TELL MY SELF TO MOVE ON, TO GROW UP AND BE STRONG

HALOOOOOOOOOOOO ^^

UWAA! its aorund more than six months i didnt even see what happen to my blog, now im back ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! WISH ME ALL THE BEST IN THIS YEAR! AND YOU TOO! :D

well yea im just too lazy hehe, but beside it i have a lot of things to do! and srsly this period really driving me insane, im sick of all the assignment -____-' and also i have a lot of video that i must download then watch :p
aaaaand, its geting closer. closer...and closer. wew, i havent tell you, i'll go to bali next month, on 8 march exactly! hehe. cant wait >,< bcause i'll go there with my lovely moron! what a nice !! :D

did i tell about korean indonesia festival xD ?
its an event about korean indonesia sharing concert! and LUCKY my dumb friend maya, got the ticket!!!! WHICH SHINEE IS THE MAIN STAR! haha im going crazy at that time, we'll watch shine and we got it free!! xD and there's a moment where key of shinee waving us goodbye! no no, not for all the fans who watch it, but just for us! maya and me!!!!!!! ahaha curious? xD
after the concert, there are so many, yeah we can called it 'ababil' looking for where's shinee bus parked, its totally crowded, totally noisy and smelly of course x.x. so we decided to go home, beside that, we think, we're too old to do that :/
its raining.until we reached an conjuction and searching for taxi. for a long time! finally, we stopped the taxi, but suddenly.. there's a police, which blocking tha path of the cars. and we saw one big bus behind. we immediately have a thought, is this shinee bus? until suddenly, a man with a white pure skin open the curtains... we're freezing. both of us suddenly shouted and waved at that man. its KEY! HAHA and he waved us back, maybe he realized bcause of the lightstick we held. oh my god, after that we fell, we're not as different as tha ababil :D

ehehe sorry for the wrong grammar eh, i dont knw how to expressed that kind of feeling :D

dem dem dem

yeaa im on the sickest period ( again) im on the exam weeks. my brain seems useless.
i guess this is gonna be another hell. dont know what happen later. honestly im officially gave up.
but im hiding it behind my fake strength. and i think im sucess on it. there's so many annoying voice around.oh..im still thinking, this situation really doesnt fit for me.this kind of situation really makes me so fed up with them. not all of them, just some ppl called "namja" around me now. they're toooo different. i dont knw how their mind works.now i just realize, my brain still thinking as a child do. i dont want became an adult.this stupid yee, thats why i said my mind not as different as a kid.i feel like when im get older, my mind's works worst.i want my 3 years ago.i wanna go back to my hi school. no matter what..

this day

this day
i put on my shoes and I walk away,its a lonely road,but its such a lovely day
this day
no, i wont look back, cause its in the past,got a way to go,and my feet are walking fast away
and all that I know, is i tried so hard but its not worth fighting anymore,when all hope has gone,so im moving on ^^

tahiti 80 - heartbeat

this is the song ive listened lately :)

Enough for me is not much for you
Won't you forgive me that's all I can do
Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find another way to say
I love you more each day
It's quite romantic I know
That's how I wanna feel today ...
I wanna feel this way

Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find another way to say
I love you more each day
It's quite romantic I know
That's how I wanna feel today
I wanna feel this way, today

Can you feel my heartbeat
Can you feel my heartbeat
Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find, no I'll never find
Another way to say
I love you more each day.

HEY may :)

seems like its have been for a long time i didnt write anything this blog.haha well im kinda busy with all of the ASSignment -_-
ini lagi minggu uts sih sebenernya, tapi males blajarnya naujubilah dah, maunya maenn mulu ama 2 'babi' itu haha.
gara2 omegle syndrome effect, kacau banget imbasnya. dont try this site alone =.=
gw bakal ngepost dikit2 aja mungkin yah, sisanya ya mungkin gw pengen posting2 lirik lagu kali
haha gaul abis -_-

lalalalala

we cant destroy kindred, our chains stretch a little sometimes, but they never break.

I TRUST IT :)

no title

dont ever said you're failed.
cause you are'nt.
dont ever said you're useless.
cause you are'nt.
dont ever said you're not in respect anymore.
cause you are'nt.
dont ever said an apology anymore.
cause you dont make a mistake.
dont ever said you'll leave.
cause i always pray that you'll still.
dont ever cryin' in front me anymore.
cause it might kill me.
and i hope all that happened can make you more patient and though..
this is not a lover
this is more and more precious than anything.

i love you both, no matter what :')

만나서 반갑습니다 ^^

konichiwa ^^

now still 8:10 am in here and today is a gloomy day, so dark outside..
and it make too lazy to do anything, all i wanna do is just laying on my bed -_-
btw, for the 1st time i have a korean friend and im so happy :D
her name is lee so jeoung, and she's 21 years old so i called her unnie ( a named for the older sister in korea) ehehe
we met in one of the random chat sites, thats my lucky i guess, the 1st time i tried then the 1st time i've met her :p
we'll speak in english, although we're not too good in english but i said we should still keep in touch ^^
so, we exchanged the email addresses, and this is her first mail for me :

hi! my sister naya^^

...

Wed, March 24, 2010 9:29:58 PM

From:	이수정 ... View Contact
To:	Afnan Yazid

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hello naya^^

i'm very happy because, i taken mail to u

umm....frankly, l can't english...ㅜㅜ

so, i asking your agreement.

i said that my name is naya, in order that she can remembered my name easily. kekeke
i guess afnan is too hard for her -__-"
its maybe because i love korean culture, like drama and the music
so im very pleased to met her :D

!@#$%^&*()

hmm.today's the 2nd week in march is started..yes im totally tired.honestly i hate march..

soo many troubles that i must thought about..

yes.."this place" take an important sides..

why she's always asked me to take a part in their 'dramas'.fuck

and i just doing nothing.because im too lazy too bored too blablabla to hear anything she said-_-

when she'll understand,this situation is sooooo annoying.

andddd my schedule seems no more friendly.no free day except sunday.

its 07.30, actually i should do the acc. assignment now..but i cant.

really out of mood. no one and nothing can became my mood booster right now.

even sj and friends.kekekeke..

when i'll try to do, my mind gave an alert " memory not enough,delete some data"

yesss. i guess i should care less about a thing that i shouldnt think about..

huhu i easy to get cranky, even thats just a bit annoying for me.

( no no im not on my pms period -_- )

wellwellwell, now i'll pray isya and try to start do the assg..

안녕히 주무세요 , hwaitingg! ^^☺

dream land part ll

welcome to my another world * just click this ^^

‎#1stmarchwish -_-

‎lets start this march with our love

we'll show to the world, how strong the power of our love

yes i do, to marry you. jonghun oppa


‎​‎​ ♥‎​‎​♥‎​‎​♥♥‎​‎​♥

COPY CAT

# honestly you make me so MAD

dan hasil ip pun keluar..

sudah saya duga.
bakal kaya gini jadinya.
perhitungan saya salah....
jrengjrengjreng
yaaaaaaa
ip gw

TURUN!!!!

*suram* ( musik kematian )
3.22 jadi 3.14
bukannya gw lebaaay, tapi karna gw tau. makin semester atas pelajaran gw makin kaya iblis semua. jadi kalo gw ga nabung ip bagus dari sekarang gimana ntar dah -__-
tapitapitapi terima kasih ya allah dan teman2 saya yg sudah membantu uas kemaren :)
i'll scan the result later
see yaaaaa
*blush*

random feeling

its like for a long time, i didn't post anything in here. im busy?absolutely not! because im on my holiday now. i've spent half of my freeday in uncle and auntie's house. maybe not half, just for 10 days im didint sleep in my lovely warm bed.

fun. yeah.hmm..

maybe because there's a broken promises so that's little bit change my mood.
we can call him the big mouth -_-"
buttttt im quite pleased because aunti's became my mood booster, thank you so much *kiss ^^

soo yeah.now..im in bedroom.think what should i do while waiting for my final test score out.
yes im scary. because i know. i didn't do the test well -_________- and my stomach gets worse when i think about this.

well, i want you to know. using english in my blog doesnt mean i want to became exist or whatever is that. i just practice for my english. honestly, i feel my english's very bad. so i want to learn learn learn and learn. lately, i dont know why, ibecameenviousofpeoplewhocancontinuetheireducationbroad, koreananddutchofcourse. stupid huh? -_-

uasuasuasuasuasuasuas

this 2 weeks period really killin me,seriously!
i need holiday
i need tons of dvd
i need money
i need my mood booster
i need my cute 'minnie'
i need kinda peace in here
i need a super duper earphone
-___-

-------------to be continued-------------

sujuisme (sungminie) syndrome acute

gw mau uas loh tapi pikiran gw kemana, parah emang ni. efeknya manusia2 ini.apalagi yg sendiri itu tuh. mati aja deh dia -_____-
tapi doain aja, semoga hubungan kita awet2 yaa :)

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